So im back home, nothing special, boring ass Providence lol. Im in better spirits now, my NY NJ LI visits went pretty well and i had a lot of fun. I came back home and it wasnt as bad as i had expected. The police managed to get a print, still haven't heard much back from them, but it's no biggey, its just material posessions. But i really cant stand people getting away with doing wrong, so im definitely gonna push the issue.
Today i feel.... ok. Im not happy, not sad, just ok. I've changed a lot as a person in the past 8 months and im surprised at the person i have become. I've never felt more in control of my life like i do today. I've had a bit of trouble controlling my anger lately, and i've learned to stop being so nice, only to people who deserve it. i've had a couple of incidents where i shocked myself with my reactions but i wont get into that.
Things didnt work out with the apartment in chelsea, turned out to be just another loser playing games with my time and my emotions. Its cool, i didn't get my hopes un anyway, and i never needed anyone before to get anything done and im definitely not about to start getting used to it now. I actually prefer working for what i want, it makes it that much more better when i get it! That and i dont feel like i owe anybody anything.
So im just here for a week or so, handling some house work and waiting on a few things to get done before i begin planning my next trips. I will be touring a lot more now, trying to stay focused on building a better future for myself the best way i know how. My next trips will be CT and MA. I might try a few new spots, considerring Maine and NH but im not sure yet.
Anyways, got a lot of work to do around the house so i'd better get to it. Ciao!
Ruby
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